I'm back yet again, for the hundreth time. I'm tired of doing this, but it can't be helped. I try to stay on DevART and stay writing, but something comes up and I think 'I'll get back to this in just a minute' then something else, and something after that, and a minute becomes an hour becomes a day becomes a week and so on, ad infinitum.
On the positive side, I have a really awesome idea for a weapon replica that I hope I can convince someone to make. I have a sketch of it nearly done and I'll post it on DevART ASAP.
Behold the bruises forged by the hammer of inspira
Mon Mar 20, 2006, 9:12 PM
*a short time ago, in a cemetary not too far away...*
Chibi Frosty: *busy digging up a grave. The headstone reads: 'Here lies Frostbyt3's muse'*
Taking long enough Chibi?
CF: This would go a lot faster if you helped me dig, y'know...
I would, but I have the important job of telling all the peoples out there where I've been and why I've been gone so long. *brushes the cobwebs off himself* Hey folks, it's me again. Things have been kinda bizzare around here lately, and some calm has finally hit.
On some good news, I finally got to see the lovely LadyTL in person finally. First was Christmas (best christmas present Ever) and again for march break last week. I had my doubts about us getting along in real life, but those ideas were quickly blown away by just how well we fit together. Fun fun fun. School's been hell, and I dun' wanna talk about that, so I just wanted you all to know I got a great bunch of new ideas and I'm gonna share 'em with you all.
CF: *holding a tiny coffin* Got 'er boss. Shall we take off?
Sure thing. Well people I got a dead muse to revive, so I'll see you all later... CF, where's my books on advanced necromancy?
First, I had to jump through flaming hoops just to get my internet back. Joy.
Second, and more monumental, my ex-gf decided to come back into my life. Now, this is confusing for me, to say the least.
On the one hand, this is exactly what I wanted to happen. To have her new bf dump her, and her realise the mistake she made. But, now that it's happened, I see how much pain I had to put her through to realise this, and I feel guilty for that. Also, I'm not so sure I want her back in my life anymore. Which brings us to...
The other hand: She hurt me badly by up and leaving. Is taking her back really wise? After all, I may just be setting myself up for another let-down...
*sighs again* Ohhh.... fuck it, who am I kidding? I'm crazy over her, and I can't stay mad at her for anything in the world. My really big concern now is can we have the kind of relationship we used to, after all that's happened?
For me, nothing's changed. But her...
Well, we'll just have to roll with the punches I guess...
Here I Go Again On My Own...
's famous flash video.
